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Like was said before, in a previous post, you should have honed your physique, but my money says you haven't got the discipline to commit 1 or 2 years to this task. You should have worked on your appearance long before doing your first porn shoot, then you might have had a more sustained run of work. My guess is once the amateur circuit has used you up you'll just fade away like thousand of other amateur dicks.

Thank you for helping to illustrate my point bicycle bum by trying to present an insult as constructive criticism, I assume you're referring to the previous post whic hwas in actual fact part of a public act because I had offended one of your little gang prior.

I don't drop names but I'm intrested in what your defination of amatuer is & wheter you would actually have the bollocks to say it to their face please email me & I'll provide you with the names of the studios/producers & stars I've worked with. See while you're saying this to me I suspect you're then making out to be Mr Wonderful to some of the very people you seemed to have refered to distainfully.

Oh I'm in no doubt that I'm being used up & I don't actually care, anyone who deludes themselves about their shelf life shouldn't be in porn. I know it's an alien concept to a lot of people but a little respect & courtesy is what I would like in the meantime

Hi Matt,

Firstly I have to compliment you Matt on your creative writing skills, the above post made me piss myself laughing, especially the stroking the ego's of the impotent line!

Secondly I have to vouch and say that perhaps Matt may not look like the usual suspect porn stud but he does manage to keep his cock rigid and produces the largest amount of semen I have ever seen in my life!!!!

LOL Valentina Cruz xxxx

bicycle bum throuhg further decussions from our first run in's. I have a new found respect for you & your views & we chatted some good intelligent chit chat ... but on this comment in an intellectual & friendly way, I would like to say I disagree with this comment, matt is a pretty alright loooking guy & after some guys Ive shot with ... I have had some hotties but I have to also say much more notties ... the thing is to be a pornstar stud this is true ... but there are hundreds of males & females & only few slots for these spots ... like movie stars ... but the good thing bout porn is you have an auidence with all different likes & dislikes and attractions & types ... not being the no 1 pornstar doesnt stop you getting work, producing good scenes & knocking out good porn and earning a good income.

I just think it's realism, and I inflict this on myself, because to be big big star, the whole package is required and that includes the body of adonis ... but theres even 100's of guys with the package that arent making it world wide porn stardom. I could do with bit of honing, but even with that, Im still quirky looking and not unattractive, but Im not appealing to the masses ... Im marmite kinda looker ... you either lourve it or you hate it.

you need to be realistic matt

Matt - you are just a cock.... and whilst I mean that, as in REALLY mean it - it is true - you are just a cock.

Nobody is going to chase you buddy.

There are a million and one other cocks out there, you've got to get out there and sell yours better than the next guy. No fucking point waiting and expecting them to come to you - it aint gonna happen.

All your whinging, whining and moaning does is display the real cock as opposed to the cock that you're trying to sell to the industry moguls.

Give it up.

Aww thanks an acolade indeed to be compliemented by such a talent & a beauty(Oh wait I've been told it's weird to be nice lol)

The impotent thing is sort of a delibrate in referance to wanker that said something insulting about some people I worked with a couple of weeks ago so I hope he reads it & take offence & then makes himself look stupid when he's missed the double entendre of "Impotent".

As for the semen I'm always of the opinion that I'm not much more than a delivery device for what you stars produce but thank you for the little lift x

I can't believe that you've not been given you're own series of something yet or have you & I've just missed it.

matt again I love you, but your coming across wrong here, there are big, big stars that dont have any attitude ... ie studios/producers/stars ... I find this unappealing ... the big people Ive met have been very down to earth, chilled out people ... I have worked more than you and I still call myself amatuer ... not because I cant fuck good, but because I havent made that many films & some of these stars have portfolio that could make foulder with list of people & places they worked with.

I love you matt, and I know because Im the same when your attacked and frustrated, you can feel cornered and alone, I also took big onslaughts from people, some of the same people and I can be slated for saying this ... but its not that fucking important ... we all equal & none of them will be sitting bothered or thinking about you but your bothered ... sometimes the best way to react to things ... is to stick to fingers up at them & say fuck em fuck em fuck em & move on. it easy for nameless, faceless people to sit & say whatever they want. they dont actually realise how hard it is to put yourself out there infront of people and take criticism and believe me, it does maginfy every insecurity, my bad angles and dodgy pics, lets not go into that ;p

but ignore it, just draw a line & move on from it, you got fans & people in support of you and on your side, but like me sometimes tell myself ... reign it reign it ... sometimes whether you biting your lip throw to your face ... you got to kiss ass and if you cant (mostly that what happen with me) walk away and forget about it, move on and get on with it xx

no matt, its not wird to be nice, your attitude is lovely and when niceness is deserved it should be given, its shame all blokes in this industry didnt pick up on your niceness and charm. although I must say Ive worked with more than afew good hearted, complimentary & awesome guys ... and they the best to work with ... keep it up ... I bet its only other guys that knocked you for it! that sez it all x

hey the donkey work ... that bit harsh, but the cock bit as in terms of your tools matt is true, studs even the biggest studs are just the cock in a scene, a prop ... 90% of porn viweres are men, there watching the girl & imagining whilst wanking that your cock is there's! this isnt a bad thing, your a stud your living the wanking guys dream!

but no donkey work, he's not a cock, he just a sensitive guy, who little too passionate & really, really wants this.

Thanks for the "Advice" Donkey although I don't represent myself as anything more or less than I am I may come across as a cock but would rather that than a prick hey or an Ass I mean Arse