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"..around here..."

Where is around here?

I know what you mean though.
I just end up attracting bunny boiling psycho's that wake me at 3am to just check that I love them.
I don't really mind the question as I'm a romantic old bastard, but to be staring down the barrel of a gun when asked or to have a pair of scissor blades around your love truncheon makes you say "Yes" many times and at various volumes.

Love. Load of bollocks really.
The minute you split up, you barely retain any level of civility, yet prior to that, you are wrapped around the same arrow.

The biggest lie containing 3 small words ever spoken, "I. Love. You."

Bitter?
Twisted?
Jaded?

Me?

Fuck off!

"around here" meaning the area around where i live which ive lived since i was born and thus im kinda self conscious here.

i dont wanna go into how many looks, flirtations, dates or shags we all get but i think its kinda hard to be free and wild around small town kinda life.

as for love...ive never dated in my life and im 21, always been reallllly romantic and wanting to meet that special person etc but now im totally unfazed by it all...dont wanna date, dont wanna get drawn in...fuck it all, and im feeling really good about it recently....its q. liberating shaking off the "argh shit im gonna die alone " syndrome.

kick-ass

going back to what u were saying holden, i dont wanna badmouth women, but its always about the "will you go out with me" ...why not"...."how about now?" ....fuck it.

that xplains it then evrey time i tell susan i love her she says oh right.