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I do sometimes. I rarely stay up this late but I have tommorow off and dont have to get up for anything. I think I'll have a nice lie-in but I've found myself tonight watching DVD's of things I've seen many times before, going online very late, drinking a few cans of beer I had in the fridge, and smoking many Marlboro Lights (although they are officially now called Marlboro Gold as the 'lights' thing was proved to be misleading as these are just as bad for you as the normal ones). It's a funny world, I will probably be woken up by my neighbours stomping around in about 4 hours time but will hopefully then be able to go back to sleep again. I am sitting here and feeling kinda weird - anxious, out of sorts, all round strange! I am almost inclined to go for a (very) late-night walk around the block. Feel almost like I'm losing my grip a bit. It was only 6 cans of Fosters, but about 20 fags, and I feel rather stange. The human phyche is weird: to 'celebrate' not having to get up tomorrow one thinks about beers from the fridge, DVD's, fags, late-night chat online, but it doesn't make you feel any happier. Just mundane, average, really. What can we do in this life to really make ourselves happy? lol.

No but when all your doing online is drinking/smoking/eating yourself hour after hour till the wee hours of the morning its time to say TIMEOUT

For mine when you've got a day off its better to do something NEW than to just waste it.

Sleeping in at the end of the working week or after a late night out is one thing but before a day off is a bit of a waste to me

As the song goes "Sleep when your dead"

Happiness comes from having purpose

Whatever you do, don"t start asking yourself why you spend time hanging out on the bgafd messageboards. What kind of a place is that for a grown man?

Do you really expect someone here to give you the answer to "What can we do in this life to really make ourselves happy?"?

You're just going through an existential crisis - looking for meaning in your life.

The answer: You are not your body, or your mind. You are spirit - the immortal, limitless, life that exists behind the ego, the chattering mind, and the body you abuse so much with beer and fags.

Happiness is our true unchanging nature. All unhappiness is really just a psycho-physical contraction - a habitual and unconscious movement away from what we truly are towards any object of desire.

Realise that this is the truth, and you wake up.

Muffinman, interesting words there. lol.

Dood you need to get out more. Friday night and your on the BGAFD or in other cases Facebook...You should be out there getting chlamydia! (Ok bad joke)

Seriously, its that bad if you have to post something like this. Youre alcking something in life you wont find here on the internet.

Hire a hooker or something man!

Theres a whole world out there for you to explore

Er, isnt this (one reason) what porn"s for...you cant sleep, you put summat sexy on.. you bring on a self induced orgasm and PRESTO- the sleep that has eluded you will hit you like a wave in say,10 mins... and, you get a moments happiness chucked in along the way!happy! x

mmm,theres numerous responses to this one that cum to mind ...Suffice to say,i wouldnt want to destroy your /anyones brain cells every time I have an orgasm, !wink! Tho a slight numbing effect might be interesting......( and i know this ISNT what you mean-but im in a good mood ,so unfortuately you get Humour)...............Re Bruges/Amsterdam- what a Great bit of advice!bow!... I love (some) of Max posts, even when i dont agree on a point i can find it stimulating,thought provoking,annoying .. - so maybe a refreshing of the batteries,returning invigorated and Recharged would be just the thing! .......No cheating and taking a lap top mind x