Re-evaluating ... Not disappearing ... Read ...
Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 8:14 am
Hello everyone,
I must firstly thank everyone for their messages, concern and in some cases lol despair over my break ...
ok as those that know me well know, I never talk about things until they materielise as I dont like to jinx myself ... but from reactions and ones I didnt quite expect to get ... I m very touched ...
This is what's going ... I did not feel my career was going where I wanted it to go ... this obviously depressed me ... so instead of drifting along in a state of unhappiness ... time out ... take stock, a breather and re-evalute ...
so me now:
was desperate to get behind the camera ... and as I dont want to jinx myself, this is as much as I will say, am having discussions with some fantastic people about getting trained by them ... so when & this does come together ... you will all be the first to know ...
performing ... those that worked with me or seen my videos will know that I thouroughly enjoy my job, and there is nothing fake in my performance ... however I still have to travel, eat, have heat ... and felt many bookings were not serious bookings, were not offering the fair amount for me to cover exspenses ... so I will still be performing ...with the right people under fair circumstances ... my partner will also be shooting content for me ... so lads who have been dispairing ... please dont ...
thirdly, I hope to do more in the future ... working with others both behind and infront of the camera and few other ventures ... that yes I will be taking up my normal job to save and fund and also I really want to finish my education, just for myself ... so I will be working behind the camera nd taking some bookings ... but will be balancing this out with a regular income until I go back to uni and then study ...
Yes, I have had some time off, I think I been so poorly because I got the flu in america and Im not used to their flu, but I was very not well ... would not of been possible to book ... and would not want to inflict on someone else ... so I have been on a break to recover and am having a break at the moment to arrange everything into order ...
ok guys ... we all happy now (:
I must firstly thank everyone for their messages, concern and in some cases lol despair over my break ...
ok as those that know me well know, I never talk about things until they materielise as I dont like to jinx myself ... but from reactions and ones I didnt quite expect to get ... I m very touched ...
This is what's going ... I did not feel my career was going where I wanted it to go ... this obviously depressed me ... so instead of drifting along in a state of unhappiness ... time out ... take stock, a breather and re-evalute ...
so me now:
was desperate to get behind the camera ... and as I dont want to jinx myself, this is as much as I will say, am having discussions with some fantastic people about getting trained by them ... so when & this does come together ... you will all be the first to know ...
performing ... those that worked with me or seen my videos will know that I thouroughly enjoy my job, and there is nothing fake in my performance ... however I still have to travel, eat, have heat ... and felt many bookings were not serious bookings, were not offering the fair amount for me to cover exspenses ... so I will still be performing ...with the right people under fair circumstances ... my partner will also be shooting content for me ... so lads who have been dispairing ... please dont ...
thirdly, I hope to do more in the future ... working with others both behind and infront of the camera and few other ventures ... that yes I will be taking up my normal job to save and fund and also I really want to finish my education, just for myself ... so I will be working behind the camera nd taking some bookings ... but will be balancing this out with a regular income until I go back to uni and then study ...
Yes, I have had some time off, I think I been so poorly because I got the flu in america and Im not used to their flu, but I was very not well ... would not of been possible to book ... and would not want to inflict on someone else ... so I have been on a break to recover and am having a break at the moment to arrange everything into order ...
ok guys ... we all happy now (: