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Just when Im getting an onslaught on all my recent post's ... If anyone want to know WHY I retired ... here is a class example ...

I will adhere to bgafd & not name name's ...

But I was booked for shoot tomorrow with someone I priorly had to cancel a shoot with ... as I have IBS & it was an anal shoot & I had took ill the night before ... hence in my state of health at that time doing anal may of took the shot out of British legality lol! I stayed up until 5am when I knew one of the camera men & performer would be awake to phone & explain wht had happened ... and profusely apologised ... I thought in my head ok, Ive blown it with the producer ... they'll proboly never book me again & was quite upset ... but was pleasantly surprised when they rebooked me for tomorrow & continuanally emailed & telephoned to check I was coming ...

So in sight of the piss taking that very much taken place ... it wouldve been better if they had just not rebooked me lol ... as this is the text that a reputable producer srung on me today to cancel the shoot ... obviously a sad & immature case of tit for tat ...

Hi Samara

&*_ my stud has a swollen cock & is unable to perform the scenes 2morrow which included ur scene! Really soz but there's no replacement as he's the main man so it's cancelled! &*^"?

Is this the mature & appropriate behaviour of adult pro's ... when someone ill who can provide doctors letter to confirm they do have ibs, who sat up ill until 5am panicking about losing a good job & putting people up the shitter to phone them at earliest possible time to give them a chance to rearrange ... and yes, I understand it must be very frustrating for producers when models mess up their shoots, but if it is geniuen & cant be helped. to then two months later, set up a whole fake shoot, to then send a piss taking text like that! Its childish & unprofessional, and this is found very often. porn was llowed legality to make it a proper & professional industry & career for girls. what a shame it couldnt be like that & girls like me & many others get put off. But thankfully those good ones are out there, & Ive worked with some real nice & professional people in my short career, so I havent left totally deflated.

I think it is acceptable for cancellation however, the email is a little vague, rude & without great British language. Maybe the reason being is that people do forget that email is another type of letter, of which lots of people think of email as text. Therefore, sometimes forget simple polite names, courtesy & regards.

Hoping the stunts cock reduces in size, lol... maybe it could have been better for you with a swollen cock anyway? hehe.

unfortunately it seems more of a case of you cancelled our shoot, so we'll do the same to you, as I had to cancel the first shoot as it was an anal shoot & I had an attack of ibs. hence the stud has a swollen cock! never mind ... some people are stupid ... & childish! It just isnt very realistic a stud would a) admit to a swollen cock ... becos Id be saying why is it swollen! and secondly ... again just NOT realistic! not that Im relishing discussing my bowel problem on a forum lol ... but atleast its a geniuen one & there was no malice in cancelling the original shoot. I really wanted to discuss these things for the people having ago at me since I announced Id retiring, so they could understand the kind of things that made me feel unhappy in the industry & also for the attention of the people involved in this stupid game ... not very nice or mature ... just thank God it was done before I got on a train & not after lol!

people were having a go because you called everyone who didn't have anything positive to say 'wankers etc.' and started being a martyr with the whole 'look what I have to put up with...'

anyway, you sound like a nightmare to work with, accusing people of vindictively cancelling shoots because you're paranoid, so maybe that's why they cancelled?

The shoot in question isn't one of mine, but I am the 'second' camera on the shoot.

The 'stud' DOES have a swollen cock!

I also think it was UNACCEPTABLE of you calling the producer a "cunt" in your text to him because he cancelled the shoot!

There are always two sides to every story!

I think you owe him an apology!

Hi Samara,

You sound like a very talented person and i hope you tap into that talent, but don't let this time-wasters stuff and cancel booking effect your life. Stay focus and i'm sure something will come your way.

The world is full of jokers and i guess we all have learn from our lessons in life the ups and downs and just move on as best as we can really.

Your right models have to travel & need to pay for travel, food & heat. People will take the piss and f**** you around and the crazy sh** that fly's with it.

I booked a model on here 2 years ago i paid her in advance as well (1grand) and some of the bullsh** she came out with was unreal. I'm still wait now, Grrrrrrrr. Her phone is switched off and i guess i have to learn from that and move on really. It's her loss really. yeah she can run off with the money, but how many times can you keep on running?

Hay, Good Luck with what you do in life all the best.

Nick

damned right mp3 ... I am a nightmare to work with when Im pissed off ... when people dont give me respect or when people that have never worked with me or met me or know me or commented on a single good post Ive wrote ... and then come on all of a sudden ... and have so much to say about me ... comment about me ... understandly if you'd worked with me, or knew me or met me ... then fair enough ... comment on me, tell people your opinion ... what my issue with is ... someone that doesnt know me from adam coming on and having so much to say ... you havent met me, you dont know and didnt pass a comment until I retired! see my point! yes, indeed if you cross me or treat me badly Im your worst nightmare ... because Im gobby cow ... wont settle for being under paid or disrespected because the industry Im in! or anything else! on the other hand there's people that would say Im very good to work with, but they paid me enough ... spoke to me as an equal & treat me nicely! I also call myself a wanker all the time mate ... its just have I talk ... I call my fridge a wanker when the door jammed ... but I would like to know WHY you have so much suddenly to say about me ... when a) I put a million posted on here over the months and you never commented on 1! b) you dont know who I am c) I never worked with you & d) you've never met me ... thats my issue ... I dont understand your problem with me .... fair play mate! people actually messaged me & were like who are all these people you dont know writing this & why!

erm no johnny Im not apologising lol ... not at all ... its all just bit suss ... and it well known me & you arent any friend of one another ... I think you have things to apologise for to other people! I dont like you mate & that's that!

Im not a kiss ass, I dont care who anybody is or if Im demaging my career ... my own self more important ... and I know I got right to be saying much of what I am ... so kiss my ass !!! Im not here to make friends, be loved by everyone, kiss the ass of people I dont like ... I dont care who likes me, doesnt or thinks Im an ass hole!!!

Thank you singh ... very nice of you to say so, you have always been lovely ... I wish you all the very best in all you do ... you seem like such a lovely neutral person ... keep being gorgous hun xx

hmmm ... paranoid ??? about what ... you have no email or site or contact details & no name or picture ... just mp3! are u in the industry? do u know any of us ... do you know me? your just anon ... its lot harder when your not ... and your saying things and putting your face to it!

I'd just like to say that Samara is an EXCELLENT model to work with.

My first shoot with her I blew her out that morning because my car engine blew up on the way to the shoot. You can imagine how I felt making that call !

We managed to shoot a couple weeks later and she was excellent.

I've filmed her since then and although she was obviously shattered with travel and a bug, you wouldn't have known it from her performance.

Samara I've just fallen in love with I love that you speak your mind & also are a bit on the caustic side when people rub you up the wrong way. I'm not encouraging negative posting but there are too many people on here that damn another fore speaking their mind, I thought that what a forum was.

As the saying goes "Don't shit on me & not expect me to make a stink" lol