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Was advised to post a note to let people know I'm still working & certed.

Unfortunately working hard to build a reputation of reliability by travelling near enough 1000 miles on flea infested public transport a week counts for probably about shit all. Hence I'm not really bothering to waste more time emailing 50 gigillion people only to be ignored or insulted because I don't look like a "porn stud".

If someone wants to get in touch about work then they can if not then don't waste my time by getting models to drop hints or make false promises just because you get a rise out off turning down guys coming to you for work. I want to make good porn with good people not chase fanny or stroke the egos of the impotent.

Or has that been too subtle of me?

you have mail matt

Thanks, reply sent.
Sounds a really good premise so I hope it does well & I get to be part of it.

matt your doing it again ... i luv you to bits hun ... and i got my own attitude but only when justified & I been ripped ...

no british public transport is 'flea infested' ... I love travelling & do it just to see mates ... hun you know im on your side, but certain parts your attitude need to be dropped chickadee ... porn studs dont have a look ... nither do pornstar girls ... none of us in this country are inflicted with flea infested travel chuck ... even the coach is well up to standard ... there's kids in other countries walking 5 miles a day just to drink really flea infested infected water ...

it's frustrating, it frustrating when you got dreams that your not fufilling, and when you not succeeding and when like you, you want this so much and you know with right chance's you'd give your all and you got good heart ... but world not like that babe, not just you, hundreds souls disappointed ... but it doesnt mean it's the end or to give up, just maybe you had dream or ideal that not real hun ... doesnt mean you should quit, just let go of plans, perceptions, dreams, and go with live's flow an maybe do your own things ... compliment people where deserved, but dont look up to people, we all equal, but talented people deserve recognition, doesnt mean they better, just means they have gift worthy of respect x

That's exactly why I want to encourage more conversation with you Samara as you are straight talking.

I know my passion needs to be kept in check.

I did begin typing a comprehensive reposte but I can't be bothered anymore.

Matt do you not think they way you are being treated, is not how 99% of us are treated in this business if your not 100% perfect, im not a classic porn girl, but i do make good porn and enjoy it just as you do. I want to be the best to we all share the same passion hun thats why most of us do this job, but sorry i dont post on here every week going on about this and that, i share your frustration i really do but i have to except it as just one of thoes things. Being a bigger girl in this business i get a lot of shit i get alot of knock backs for looking the way i do but you no what i carry on doing what i do best for the people who enjoy what i do and for how i look. Matt you seem to be off to a better start than 99% of males trying to get in to this business so for that you should be very happy. Sorry to say but you always just seem so un happy or moaning.
Chin up babes your living most blokes dream, enjoy your self.

Kisses

Dani
xxx

p.s sorry if my post is a bit all over the place i have just got in from a night shift on the sport and have not slept for over 24 hours.

Ok as one of the girls who post on here, I dont shoot for anyone else, I do my own thing for my own adultwork profile and at some point I will do my own site.
(just so you know where im coming from)

I watch whats going on the posts make a few comments when its someone I know, help if I can.

Now this is what I notice Matt, your on here too much whinging and moaning and giving your opinion on this and that and the other and to be honest, if I were hiring I would not be hiring you, not because of how you look or what you can do, but your attitude is dire. Guys are 10 a penny and believe me I know cause I tend to find new fit guys who are happy to do some amateur porn and are actually quite good at it.

I can only speak for myself but I dont want to hire a guy who is always "giving his opinions" I know how hard the industry is which is why I just do my own thing and im happy doing it, there is none of the politics and I have fun.

My suggestion to you is make your own porn, do what glamourchicks or the other mattP has done, do your own and have a profile on adultwork until you have enough content to have your own site.

But if you decide to stay in the industry stop moaning about it, you know what it is, you want to be in it, so deal with the shit or get out, its really that simple. I suggest you look at post by Bodi or some of the other studs who post on here, they post on here with pics and stats asking for work.

Or approach some agencies see if they can help you get registered with them.

But if I were a big producer I wouldnt hire you, from your posts you look like a loose canon and no-body wants that.

Just my views for what its worth.
anyway whatever you decide just have fun or what is the point??

Melody
x

you have to be straight, in truth kissing arse, especially the right ones is what is best for you in this industry, Im incapable of such ...

It's got nothing to do with "owing me living", although it's now clearer to me why that particular phrase was used by someone in an email to me previously, nor whinging or moaning to be asked to be treated with just a little respect & courtesy.

If you don't want to hire me fine just don't think that gives you a licence to insult me just because you want to deluded yourself into thinking you're better than everyone else.

That's what annoys me is this "you should email such & such" & it turns out not because they want to hire me but just so they can get that little kick out of getting more people coming to them for work than others, it's pathetic but I end up falling for it every single time well now I'm saying no more am I wasting my time, If someone wants to book me then they can get in touch with me.

Oh & if you don't like any of the people I've worked with previously then don't waste your time getting in contact with me as there's nothing you're going to say or offer me that's going make me forget what I owe them all for the help they've given me.