If only I was lucky enough to have the distinction of "Big" lol. I know what you're saying it was just the past 7 or 6 days was just a sustained period of me seeing the industry not at it's best. I'm not looking to make money but to be fair I shouldn't be made to feel guilty for not wanting to be out of pocket either it's a rule that applies both ways.
I think what happened is that I've had fantastic experiences with Pumpkin & then my shoot for Masie & Satine's site was just an awesome time so I sort of held up others to the same perfect standard which in hindsight was the wrong thing to have done as just lead to disapointment.
What really started me off on a foul mood though was people saying I couldn't be serrious about being a performer just because I wasn't intrested in doing their stuff & then I tried asking questions & just got treated like a complete "Cock pic" guy. Then exacerbated by the fact that when I had some girl-mates test out sites recomended to me every single one of them had a response with in 48 hours & I was still waiting.
I've had some positive responses since so it does very much seem swings & round-abouts, I just want the courtesy of people discussing & not dictating stuff with me. If funds are tight then can still arrange something but it has to be on a give & take basis.
Thanks
Matt